KINDA HAPPY ONE THIS TIME i cant wait to hold his hands for him to look me in the eyes for me to love him and for him to love me back for running in the rain cant wait for the fights cant wait for the hugs cant wait for the "i love you"s cant wait for any of it but i cant tell him that can i? i dont know i mean, i want to really bad but what if its true what if theres no such thing as "love" what if theres just "like" and what if theres an empty hole inside me that only he can fix but then i see him with another girl and i still cant wait for love just random word vomit
