don't we love when people spread rumors about us?. its always happened to me. I'm used to it. they took it too far this time. I lost the love of my life to a rumor today. apparently being friends with a guy means your automatically dating him. that your cheating. he was my best friend, of course I sat with him and messed with him. its what friends do. that doesn't mean I'm with him. and she couldn't handle the rumors. believed that I would cheat. I feel dirty even though I've done nothing. my friends bought me soda, cookies, spent their money to cheer me up. for nothing. because nothing will fix that. all I can hope is that she'll come back to me. I don't even need her romantically, she can be my friend, but I cant lose her. I've lost enough people already. song is because I cant write in silence without breaking down.
