.. It laid in shadows of the warrior den. Usually when they did this, they laid on their paws so it wasn't visible.. but. This time they were curled tightly into a ball. Not purposely hiding its paws. It's thoughts raced through their mind. .. Why me.. why did it have to be me?! Why!!? Why can't I be normal?.. . . . , I'm going to leave him broken... I'm gonna break his heart... it's all my fault for caring., for caring to much.. if only I never talked to Lavender, everything would be fine.. how can I convince them? I'm overly emotional about everything, or sometimes not enough emotional, I always hide what I really feel.. I scream lier. Faker. .. Faker, it repeated in its head. They were scared. Birch was the only one keeping it from truly being broken,. Emotionless during the day, crying all night, pretending not to care, being rude. Emo practically. .. "I don't feel loved but I love you.," .. Mumbles with tears. Why was it so clingy? .. Why do I have to have a past? Why couldn't I just feel loved then? So I wouldn't need love now.. .. .. .. They hadn't seen Birchwood in a while.. nor Transmittide.. Lavendermist had told him, hadn't dew? That's the thought that had been circling in their head since. What if she actually did start round two??.. .. How can I win against the leaders daughter? Win against someone so good at manipulation.. I got lucky the first time.. .. ... .... ...., End of SRP
Back into the void of school
