In loving memory of my wife ♡ - 09/07/2009 - 09/14/2025. I loved you... I have always loved you... And I will love you until the day I die... Even though I'm not Christian nor religious at all, I'm pretty sure you're an angel now. So fly high, as high as you can go. If you do somehow come back (through reincarnation or such), please send me a sign or something. I wish I could bring you back somehow... I had so many things planned for us to do together. Our wedding, honeymoon, and even once we became old ladies, almost at the end of life. I cannot explain how upset I am after that happened. I cried and cried rivers, lost all my motivation and my main reason to live. Does my life even matter now? It hurts, hurts a lot. But I can't do anything. Death isn't something I can undo. I'll try to live, live for you. Just like your sibling said, you'd like to see me happy, right? It might be a long wait, but we'll reunite someday. And no, I don't think I can move on. I don't like the thought of you being an "ex" while I'm with someone else. I think I'll just call myself a lone widow for now. I have no idea how my future after my 18s will be. As I said previously, everything I had planned was with you. My future was completely based off of you. I'll try my best to make everything from you live on. Your interests. Favorite things. Hobbies. And of course, the memory of you. I did chose "Dancing With Your Ghost - Sasha Alex Sloan" as a song because you said it's a nostalgic song and I believe it fits the situation here. I'm gonna miss you so much, my beautiful lotus ❤
