Okay semi lucid edit, this is like 100% rambling, so tldr, I’m stressed about a whole lot of things and decided to take a bit of a break, I don’t know how long I’ll be gone, and I will post pays and whatnot but do understand that I may take a bit to push it out okay? Okay awee but Edgar what about the things you owe us???????? please please understand that I'm on my last thread and borderline going to die if I work on anything that I don't have to immediately, sorry for accepting the AT I guess, that was passive agressive sorry, this is gonna count as a vent causeyeah ig look I'm not the kind of person to be a little shig about being stressed or emo or whatever but I'm so so done with ts dude ts school Im going to explode I think you should see other people, better people than me
This is a count of the crashout read @ yer own risk ig it’s barely coherent um I don't know how long I'll be gone but yeah!!!!!! I was going to have this long ahh rant like above but way too detailed and I don't want to be guiltrippy or whatever so I won't ig (and yes I know that sounds ironic considering the tone of the last line) I feel horrible and its no ones fault but my ownnnn!!!! # mental health episode!!!!also genuinely, I'm so sorry fishke for being a ahh hole I really do care about you and want to hang out with you and whatnot but I've been dealing with my own things and I hope you don't take this to heart, I've been having my own struggles that I didn't want to burden you with but at this point it seems like you wont listen. ahem anyways manic ramble over. awwee why didn't you talk to me sooneerrrrrr I would have listendss??? I've talked three people out of K1ll!ng themselfs this year shut the heII up intamacy is a prison and breaking my delusions is like the worst thing you could have done dude!!!! pretending like the constant state of disassociation he's in is healthy I mean I've gotten this far!! SHUT UP DUUUDEEE GOD
