⚠ Warning! The song's a bit loud, this is a sign to turn down the volume ⚠ ♪.•★·.*#` . Hello! This is my original song, Thumbtack! I hope you enjoy! Its about how sometimes people (*cough me cough*) can be so busy helping others, they forget to help themselves. So busy helping people find their place in life, they forget to find their own. And how everyone assumes the person has got life down, and that they are happy and love themself. That in their spare time, they choose to help others. When in reality, they spend /all/ their time helping others. And have no time, or love, or energy left for themselves. As always, its not perfect, but its the best one I had. And I'm sick and can't sing (I'm also impatient lol) therefore I can't do another take for who knows how long- So, I hope its ok :'> And the "Close your eyes" isn't about dying, its a metaphor for ignoring yourself Why is the way I sang "They'd" Is giving Noah Kahan-
Lyrics: 1, 2, 3, 4 I can't answer questions anymore Because I don't know much of anything Used to be able to fake I knew the answers But its getting hard to keep pretending They'd Look behind my mask And they'd ask What happened to your perfect life Your pretty face, how you were so kind What happened to your happy days And all the ways you made things seem right And all the love you give to others, Was that your whole supply? Cause now that we're looking closer It seems you want to close your eyes Close your eyes And I've lost my place on the map I've lost the marker I've lost the thumbtack And so now I don't know where to go from here And I'm starting to ask myself do I matter enough to help? And I'm wondering What happened to your perfect life Your pretty face, how you were so kind What happened to your happy days And all the ways you made things seem right And all the love you give to others, Was that your whole supply? Cause now that we're looking closer It seems you want to close your eyes Close your eyes Ignore the need to cry Close my eyes And I'm wondering What happened to my perfect life My pretty face, how I was so kind Did I ever have happy days Why did I think I could make things right And all the love I give to others, Is that my whole supply? Cause now that I'm looking closer It seems i want to Close my eyes
