⋆˚˖°☪︎ ִ ࣪ ☾༺☆༻-✩°｡⋆⸜ ✮ /ᐠ - ˕ -マ ★彡 ⋆｡° ✮ Hi. River here, Telling you that I’m not okay. I know i seem like it, but I’m not. I’ve been going through a lot of grief lately, and its hard for me to express this… But I’m trying. My grandpa passed away last year, and he was a huge person in my life. He teased me, and, granted, I didn’t like it, but I got the news from my dad who was right by his fathers side when he died. I held it up for a while, but my mum left my room, and i broke down. My Grandma on my mums side had died right before Christmas break the year before, and it was still fresh. When I was six, my uncle passed from a heart attack. I saw him once or twice, but I’ll never be able to see him again, and I’m just realizing this. That was… A lot. But i got a heavy weight off my chest. And… I’m feeling better. Not great, but better. I’m not asking for pity follows, or people to say “Omg I’m so sorry that happened to you!” Etc. etc. I’m just looking for a shoulder to cry on. Someone to lean on. I just want some love and support. Nothing else. Having one or two encouraging comments would really lift my spirits and make me feel better than before. *wow my arm hurts* This isn’t a hate project, and I don’t think it’s a vent. It’s a cry for support. I need it. Really. I’m not leaving, but i might. I feel like my grades in school are tanking already, and i just started school, but i also feel like I’m putting my friends off just to be on this website. My parents don’t know that I’m back on scratch from my break last year, and if they find out, well… I don’t know. But it will be bad. Love you all, Riverside ⋆˚˖°☪︎ ִ ࣪ ☾༺☆༻-✩°｡⋆⸜ ✮ /ᐠ - ˕ -マ ★彡 ⋆｡° ✮
