“with each love i cut loose, i was never the same” personality: +: loving, clever, courageous, generous, thoughtful, =: meddling, cheery, insincere, sensitive, eager, insecure, devoted -: deceitful, obsessive, attention-seeking, impulsive, unsympathetic - has a huge savior complex - likes to cause problems only to be the one to fix them - has good intentions but shady ways of achieving her goals (her goals being others needing her) - very charismatic at her core, but her initial awkwardness and ‘strangeness’ deters potential friends - her desperate energy often pushes others away - very outwardly cheerful !! more cunning inwardly though - deceitful - deeply deeply deeply wants /real/ bonds with others - loves small talk but is so awkward about it that others hate it - a veeery jealous cat, sees others and tries to befriend them, and then, live as their shadow (before trying to become them) - once she has a mission, she WILL achieve it - anxious attachment, will research later ! - honors family above ALL else, and then becomes upset when others don’t do the same - once she’s ‘betrayed’ she seeks validation from others about and it even the ‘perpetrator’ themselves. - demiromantic but believes she has crushes on others when she actually doesn’t ! confuses platonic and romantic love. it takes a long time for her to develop real crushes - tries her best at everything <3 - has autism ! (like me) - “watching still living roots be consumed by the flame”
will be adding more details later ! and i’ll start hunting for parents later too. hoping for her to join river or windclan in tfc !! songs in the project are zombies, come as you are, and just <3 !
