hey! i know i told you that i would be giving you more information about expectation soon, but this project is something different! i promise that will be coming soon (maybe this monday?!?!?!) :P (also, slight note, this project and this song have NOTHING to do with the new album. this song is not one of the songs on expectation!) however, i have been working on this new song for a few weeks now, and it is too important and close to my heart for me not to share with you all. to be transparent, i have been grieving for quite some time. im not yet ready to talk about it more than that, but as you can tell, this song is one about loss, and these feelings are very real. like glassy eyed, this is a song i've been trying to put into words for so long <3 all written, sung, and performed by me <333 lyrics: walking past your things, getting flowers by the door who knew it’d be this quiet now you’re not here anymore sometimes i think i see you from the corner of my eye lying through my teeth, saying it was for the best but deep inside i’ve died a million times who would’ve guessed last night i had a dream where we never said goodbye hasn’t sunk in the skin, hasn’t broken the bone still can’t seem to begin believing it’s set in stone but the world has gone dark, and i’m missing the view what a privilege it was to be bitten by you i never believed in a heaven or a h3ll but if i know one thing it’s that you must be doing well it’s comforting to think that you don’t hurt anymore but that just isn’t true for all those you’ve left behind turns out i’m even scared admitting we’ll all heal in time cause without all this pain, will i still know who you were hasn’t sunk in the skin, hasn’t broken the bone still can’t seem to begin believing it’s set in stone but the world has gone dark, and i’m missing the view what a privilege it was to be bitten by you i know you should be lying at my feet right now i know this is unfathomable yet its real somehow somehow hasn’t sunk in the skin, hasn’t broken the bone still can’t seem to begin believing it’s set in stone but the world has gone still, and now so have you what a privilege it was to be loved by you too
