how do I say all of the words that are flying free in my head without crying? right. I can't. bc ur carys, and im aj no way this duo will ever truly split have u ever thought u might also have a platonic soulmate? yeah I have and that soulmate is u no one else compares to u no oneeeeee so as soon as I can im going to London to find u bc I cannot live without my carys I write songs abt u love Abt ur sunshine smiles, and ur carefree feel Abt how we're better together, and when we're separated we're half of ourselves im sobbing ahhhh stawp aj someone cancel me I swear no matter how bad a day im having, I talk to u and everything is ok bc u care u love me I care abt u carys Abt how u are, if anything's wrong I care abt all the little stories u tell me, and abt all the little things im in love (platonically) with u and all ur little things it drives me crazy how fast time has gone, and that ur leaving soon but ik that one day, me and u will be sobbing in each other's arms, bc u said our secret code and I answered with the right response so this is to my favorite human being on this planet, my wife, my best friend, my world, my ash to my cone, and most of all, my carys love urself i'll never forget u ever there's no way how can I forget some1 who gave me so much to remember? I wear a bracelet with ur name on it that's how much I love u imma go cry now I LOVE U TO THE END OF THE UNIVERSE AND BACK love, ur one and only aj im scared to read this back but I love u, okay? pls come back to me when u can i still wish for u at 11:11 if this is the message that makes u cry the hardest I'll know u love me oh and happy birthday to u whenever that is bc SOMEONE (u) never told me whennnn, unless I forgot TT
