Every time something new happens, I will reshare this project: 17/2/26: Going... going... gone You'll always find me if you look 2/11/25: Long time no sea eh? :3 I'm doing fine. 20/10/25: I'm so sorry I haven't been active recently. I don't see a need to ig. I'm sorry. I'm just busy ig. I don't know why. I don't want to burden you with my vents. Expect art soon ig Finland (NOT YOU BEATLE) from Countryhuman dating sim is kinda hot 17/10/25: So uh... Yeah haven't been feeling so hot these few weeks. Life feels... So off. This isn't really a vent. Just uh yeah. I was scared, now I'm just.... I don't really know. Well at least the worst part is over. I never knew how much I missed being slightly normal and not in fear of stupid stuff. I'm fine. 15/10/25: Hello everyone ^^ In case you didn't know here are all my active alts :D @MapleSyroop - Canada RP Account (Or Me when I get muted) @centennial-state - Colorado RP Account @-China_ - China RP Account @-Empty_Wanderer- - Old Account @Ur_Local_Colorado - Older Account @Bloob_Cat - Even Older Account 14/10/25: So yeah uh, I had a dream this morning. I was in a giant maze of basements with my uncle, aunt, and cousins from China. We had to venture into the depths to get supplies and stuff. There were monsters there, like a lot of monsters. No one else saw them tho so I think they were my dream imagination. A few days before I dreamed I got leaked again, but not my irl info on scratch, it was my scratch info irl. People learned that I was trans, and a therian, who like countryhumans, and especially that I was a fictionkin. In my dream, my whole school was at a camp and my enemy Justine had leaked everything in front of everyone. 10/10/25: First vent eh? I don't even know why I'm sad. I have everything. I don't want a die anymore, no I fear dieing so much it sends me into panic attacks. Can I even say panic attacks if I don't have anxiety? Is this term gatekept? I don't deserve to have panic attacks, I haven't suffered enough. Like I said anyway, I don't want a die anymore. But I do want to harm myself still. I'm such a p, I can't even cut correctly. I just want to drown my thoughts in something that isn't my brain. Maybe if I'm not me I won't have me problems. I love the smell of gasoline /ref "Just shut your emotions, Shut you emotions out. Close your heart, close your mine, They will betray you everytime." 5/10/25: I had another weird dream, I dreamt I got shot by this guy like 5 times in the back. I kept rolling and running on the hills trying to avoid him, but he still injured me. 2/10/25: Crashing out lol school too hard 4 me 1/10/25: There was a Raid: 1/10/25: I had a strange dream... My profile picture on Scratch was an lgbtq with the flags of Disabled, Autistic, Trans, Femboy, Genderfaun?, and other unknown ones. I was looking at a project where someone was saying that my face has been leaked. I searched up that project, and it was someone who had stalked me and put my drawing of myself into Face Search. They said I was a 12-year-old with long black hair and glasses, who lived in Vancouver with two cats and a grampa who could surf. My last thought before the dream ended was "YOU STALKED ME WRONG"
