just when i was starting to get better i fell apart again but then i turn around and everything's fine so why do i still feel like i di 3d inside last night and you never can call even though you have more time than me and we didn't say a word to each other today what happened ?? why does it feel like i'm right ? of course i'm wishing that i'm wrong but if you can't even look me in the eye why am i wasting my time anymore ? GOSH it almost feels like summer again even though summer just ended but not last summer,, the one two years ago but there's no way it's been that long everything's supposed to be fine now so maybe everything's fine but me