I know that you guys will probably say I’m not but I am useless I’m watching all my friends fade away, their sanity slipping and I don’t do anything… I can’t do anything I want to help them so bad but I can’t even see them in person I’m losing weight and I’m not eating or sleeping well I kinda relate to sage of truth (at least in my headcannons of them ) rn because on the outside they look like they got it all figured out, having a lot of followers and friends but they know they are only delaying the inevitable.. and slowly they break.. I feel like that- but I’m not breaking- I’m being stretched and bent but never broken And all I can say is I’m sorry, everything else hurts to say.. nothing feels good to talk about Nothing feels right anymore Nothing … feels.. felt And it drives me crazy- I don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t want to go back to my old … terrible habits- but I’m slowly shifting into it And im starting to slowly see myself becoming more hostile towards myself. Thou is is not heartbroken but thy hearts breaking
And I don’t need pity, it’s just something I have to deal with from now on… Don’t tell me I know, I know, I know… (song ref)
