Hello I'm taking matters into my hands to tell you all in project form why I haven't been active, because I can say much more in project form so expect both the good side and bad side for me not being active. (Scroll down) Bad side: recently my mental health has been down in the dumps, I'm thinking about how I acted towards certain individuals (like how clingy and harsh I used to be because I wasn't self aware back then) but I'm also just feeling a bit off on general, especially due to a recent situation involving my mother. She demanded my privacy, I grabbed my belonging back and we fought for around a minute, screaming at each other while she dug her nails into my skin before I managed to get out of the house and when she was far enough I ran back and then I locked myself in the guest room and hid in the closet before calling my dad while I had a massive panic attack all because I asked for a BINDER because I'm trans AND BECAUSE HIS GIRLFRIEND KEEPS MAKING S3XUAL COMMENTS TOWARDS ME. (Scroll down again) Good side: the good reason why I haven't been here often is because I've met a lot of people who make me feel happy, and my mother and I have been trying to figure out what's wrong with me (we got a psychiatrist and I actually have more psychological testing for stuff related to that on Monday) AND ALSO I got a partner who actually treats me right, I feel extremely safe with him (hopefully nothing happens LMAO!! Also the reason why I flipped out over my mother trying to grab my phone and demand my privacy is because of could've lost WAY too many people for my liking.) (scroll down again) You might've seen the thing about my mother in a comment I made on my own page explaining why I ain't as active and why I turned comments off AGAIN. But anyway, please be careful and have a nice day, I'll be putting this in the studio where you can talk to me as well as putting it up as my "featured project" for now.
