I have started taking note of new life around this area. I have stopped by a small river earlier, and have noticed strange new "organisms" dwelling here. Maybe because ever since the dissapearance of humanity, now it gives more room for new life. Some "common" organisms described by humans in their teachings seem to have cross-breeded with one another, naturally. They seem to pop out more. There seems to be a lot less man-made material the more I look. I still hear that horrid screech from above. One day, I have gotten glimpse of it. A big, whale-like creature, floating in the sky, with thousands of huge eyes acting like spotlights from down below. I know that they mostly remain closed, but sometimes, at the top of the hour, they open, and a huge, beautiful light shines into my eyes, almost as it's pleading me to go into it. I have blocked this signal from my programming. I will continue to go on my quest, but it seems like it's getting closer. Is this the "God" that people worship? Has "He" came to mourn? I'll be finding out in due time. For now, I have yet to finish my walk. So far I have not ran into anything dangerous, only creatures that have piqued my curiosity. I should also mention here. I want to learn how to live like a "human". I want to love like humans, and I want to feel like humans. A part of me is a foreign entity not designed for a world with such greenery, and the other part of me is robotic. Still. I am aware that I am not built to have the capacity to think like a human, or at least not designed to. But, with the newfound resources I have been offered, the new life, nature, history laid out before me, I start understanding more and more as time passes. It's a nice feeling.
