I h@te my body. Everyone says I'm just "Bigger" then the average person my age, but I know there just trying to sugar coat it. I'm overweight, I'm fat, I know. I've lost weight recently I guess, but its left me with stretch marks and I hate them. I just wanna cry 24/7. Kids also make fat jokes to me and then say they didnt do anything wrong. I have been starving myself recently, Im pretty sure thats some type of eating disorder, but whats one disorder to the long list of the others? I also hate my chest, i hate how big it is. Why cant I just have flat chest, why can't I have a cis-mans body? I hate my fat rolls, and all the gender dysphoria. I just needed to vent this since I dont really have anyone to talk to.
And if you know my IRL (Coral) Please dont mention this while on call, its an uncomfortable topic for me.
