art coming someday probably anyways " so please, hurry, leave me, i can't breathe .." ┈────────★₊⊹ ༉ heya !! welcome to leaplupine's medic apprentice application <3 ✦ this will be pretty informal ahaha ; i'm always up to providing more info if needed !! ┈────────★₊ > about me & experience hello !! i'm matcha, or shiitake. i've been in tfcrp for a little over four months now, with my first character being leaplupine ; yup, the one who i'm applying with ! as far as experience goes, i have a little. i had a medic role in bloodred stars, a small wcrp i joined quite a while back, though that roleplay was sadly short-lived. outside of medics, though, i had dazzlingstar of generations. my silly nervous yellow fisher <33 who became deputy, then leader ! he lived through 2 wars & quite a bit of conflict. i've been roleplaying in wcrps for about five years now, but no other high rank roles come to mind. my activity level is about 7-8/10 on a regular basis due to extracurriculars & school and hobbies <3 ┈────────★₊⊹ > about leaplupine ! leaplupine . she / her . 21m as of Oct. 5th lea, lele, lu, lulu, lupine ༉ pos. | quick-witted, affectionate, genuine, empathetic, analytical, creative, imaginative ✦ neu. | quiet, meticulous, absent-minded, self-conscious, success-driven, emotional, realist ༉ neg.. | judgemental, sensitive, easily stressed, escapist, unrealistic, rueful, perfectionist ... quite simply, leaplupine is a dreamer. a mind of make-believe scenarios, of paradises and flowers galore. though not one of naivety, not one of rose-tinted lenses and giggles and grandiose ideas ; rather, she is wistful, rueful, and even sarcastic at times. lu's paradises are not faraway delusions of perfect worlds, but making the most out of what she has. gifting the joy in little items like flowers or words to her loved ones, enjoying tranquil scenes of safety even if they're fleeting. she's empathetic and compassionate, always trying to make something better for the other. lea îs driven by success and accomplishment. her deeds are determined by feedback and not the deeds themselves ; in her eyes, at least. failure is not an option, and neither is disappointment. /she/ is a failure if she doesn't do something for others, for the clan. every detail must be measured, calculated, /perfect./ and she runs from anything that turns out otherwise, escaping into her own pathetic mind. ┈────────★₊⊹ > why would she be a good medic ? lea’s naturally sympathetic and gentle manner would allow her to connect with her patients. any requests, any built - up feelings, she’ll be sure to answer or console. she knows what pain feels like, and she'd carry out her duty to prevent it well. lulu adores plants. she always has, ever since the first crimson leaf drifted into the shadowclan nursery. since apprenticeship, she canonically slips out of camp during the daytime just to explore the territory and the borders, often collecting flora and weaving it into her nest. after her warrior ceremony, lea placed a single purple lupine behind her left ear. while she doesn't understand the medical properties of the herbs, she does recognize many already. lulu is not someone who would do things halfheartedly or sloppily, to an almost negative extent. every detail must be precisely and carefully done - if not, that could result in failure, and failure is unacceptable. leaplupine is imaginative and sometimes idealistic. she'd be willing to try new combinations, new poultices or mixtures that could possibly help someone. to her, the journey is of little importance compared to the result. she's quick to act, and learns easily. diligence is one of her strongest suits, one of the only things she considers to have worth. lea îs a sensitive soul, but won't hesitate to act -- whether that be for the best, or the worst. ┈────────★₊⊹ > dynamics and plot truffleruffle's straightforwardness is ... a contrast to lea's own tendency of sugarcoating. though she might feel distant or uncertain about his bluntness, it only makes praise more valuable in her eyes. upon starting her apprenticeship, she's impressed and almost .. afraid of him ; his presence, his words, everything. but as time passes, she begins to warm up. after all, praise shouldn't be handed out lightly, right? the gifts and lessons leave her a little less naïve, a little more serious. when leaplupine loses her first patient, it .. changes her world. the magic remedies she's been learning? useless against the forces of time. guilt rises unbidden into her mind, and she falls back onto her old strategies of retreating into her own mind, often wandering the territory instead of lingering in camp. something's happened to her heart, and she's not sure how to fix it. . thats all !! thank you for reading , and i'd be happy to provide more info <3 ┈────────★₊⊹ " please don't say you love me "
