it reminds me of a better time. The cruise of when I was happy. the time where I felt great. I wish to go back. the sway of water was so scary yet so relaxing. I miss you. I wish to go back to you. I love you. I hate you. I care for you. I despise you. why does this stupid sway of water keep me under. keeps me drowning. keeps me going. but also keeps me from flowing. I'm sorry.
