(WARNING SENSITIVE SUBJECTS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARN.) Spawnism. Spawnism is such- I don't know... I mean I hate it but also... don't hate it. I'm scared, I'm scared if I die I will go to H3ll and you know... cause I am christian and God still loves me ... but I feel like the devil has got me. Yes the devil!! They warned me at church (I don't go anymore) about the devil trying to trick you and I was like "what- me? Heh I don't think so" but he- he has got me... I am trapped. I don't feel like reading the bible anymore or going to church... I don't know what to do, I feel like spawnism might help me with all the things that are bad in my life. What do I do?? Please help me, I wanna join spawnism, but it is not the same spawnism, like where you know, but still... My best friend @rbn_for_life said he was a spawnism but I am not sure if he is joking, and he is a christian too!! I have talk to some fellow spawnism and they have said "you should pray to the spawn everyday!" and stuff like that... but spawn does not seem so real to me. Please help me decide what to do right now cause I am so confused... I wish I could go back to the animal life (I am a therian :D) where there was no "god" I was just chilling, but no! I died and came back to this world as a stinky human, but it is kinda fun I guess. I do believe in reincarnation but it is not the same thing as spawnism! (I think) I told some kid at school that I believe in reincarnation and they said I was a spawnist... is that true?!?!?! I am so scared right now, what if God does not love me anymore?? Please help me, tell me something in the comments but no hate please! Thank you for reading this- @t11tan1c_kid
Song: Skiptracing by Mild High Club
