not as real as we could be

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for me. these are for me. for archival purposes please ignore... 1. fanatic about let em eat cake. i found some songs from the 1994 BBC radio production and it was heaven. horror toes. stop and LISTENNN HAPPY DAYS WILL SOON BE HEEERE 2. angry because some kid was sitting at my class skipping spot. I keep seeing him and he'd even sit at the stairwell I used to sit in (before the beef) and i kinda worried I was being stalked but I think we just have the same ideas, and he is quiet so I feel a sense of camaraderie BUT STILL ITS MY SPOT LSOER I WAS THERE FIRST MY SPOT MINE MY SPOTTTT. 3.hollyhock snatched. 4. real doodling to get ideas 5. the idea. its lumpy but oh well it looks like my 3ds and it's colored and has pen lines. I wanted to do pen lines but haven't drawn anything that I would pen over. and I have limited ink from my good smooth thin pen. I got a pack of GOOD cat pens for my birthday in 2022, I lost most of them somehow. I used em a whole lot in the spring break daycare 2023. I broke one of them drawing marquis last year because it sucked and I was so angry (i think he possessed me) BUT I BNROKE IT and now I only have one good cat pen left.maybe I can convince grampa to take me to Michaels and see if I can find something good. 6. my 3ds... it is SIIIIICKKK the tenna bg I got made it so when I open a game it plays an explosion sound and also it plays TV TIME (and it has better sound quality than other bg music for other 3ds backgrounds I think its cause its bona fide videogame music) and its RADICAL. 7. Marian margaretha sketch. 8. sugar hair new setvh gosh I used to stop and try to make things pretty for sketches or doodles and then a lot of the times I'd just end up getting too serious on top of a mid drawing- didn't do that here so its not particularly pleasant to look at it's just a plain old mid drawing...... I HAVE TO START DOING THAT AGAIN NOOO 9. Marian margaretha page fillers 10. Fredi lined and Rurik page filler. 11. I tried to draw him lined but it didn't turn out. 12. depress 13. tried triste again it turned out better its just the hair??? 14. ish....................................more page filler 15. Rurik page fille 16. couldn't get inspired 17. its lasers is he killing Rurik or creating rurik 18. triste ish again 19. trying harder I think I just cant draw noses very good yet I will keep at it its himswithout makeup his eyes are more tilted down though 20. thumbprint cookies I made