Chapter 15: Cuts Ring Ring Ring “Hello?” “Zack.” Aurora's voice said to me “Luna has cut herself. Get here now.” “You don't have to ask me twice, I'm on my way.” “You’re pretty.” I hear Luna's faint voice, it's hoarse with sleep as she takes notice of Aurora. “Your smiley for someone who has just cut herself.” Aurora says in a harsh tone, clearly not very happy with what happened. “I’m almost there.” I say in a calm but somehow panicked voice. I arrived at Luna's house. I slammed open her front door and ran toward her room, when I heard her crying, spilling everything to Aurora.I texted Xavier. Me: Get to Luna's house, NOW. Xavier: On my way, what happened? Me: Luna has tried to die. Her blood is on the floor, but she came to and im outside her bedroom door letting her talk to Aurora. I heard his car door shut and I could hear his faint footsteps pounding into her house's drive-way. I had enough and barged into her room. I started to fall apart seeing her like this. Her eyes half lidded, her face pale, eyes almost dry looking, instead of glazed. But smiling, Freaking smiling! Was she going crazy! She's smiling after hurting herself. Her lips were dry as a bone, as if no blood was even flowing. I rushed my hand to my pocket and grabbed a tube of chapstick. I ran over to her and ran that over her lips a few times so they wouldn't tear. I hugged her, my arms wrapping around her, I was sobbing by now. I was near limp at her feet when Xavier burst in and was panting. I need him to help Luna because I can't, I almost lost her, like she almost lost me. Now I know how she felt. Even though she was weak at the moment she put her hand on my head and she ruffled my hair, the motion gentle and soft. Her eyes are softening as she looks at me. I mumbled a few words, “I know how you feel now.” I said as my voice cracked. “So, it's okay for me to lose you, but not for you to lose me…?” I voiced. Her face drained of color even more as she realized my point, her body was pretty much pure white at this point, I started to become scared. I don't know what to do. It's my fault, I didn't go on our website to talk to her, it's all my fault. I'm sorry Luna, I'm so sorry. Maybe if I left your life it would be easier for you. Jesus freak! Why can't I do something when I need to! I’m sorry Luna. I need to leave. But I can't, then she’ll think she did something wrong, but she didn’t. I did. I was the one who caused this whole thing. I love you Luna, you’re my best-friend. I’m so sorry. I just hugged her, nothing else. I hugged her so tightly. This is all your fault. This is all your fault. This is all your fault. This is all your fault. “STOP!!” I yelled out loud on accident. Everyone looked at me. “What?” Xavier said. I didn't respond. I kissed Luna’s forehead. She smiled again. Like the mad-man she is. Just like me. Just like the rest of us. Just like you, whoever's reading this. We’re all mad. We’re all crazy, that's why we’re like this, crazy. Nothing in our lives goes right. Never. We all love it too! It adds drama to our lives. Something we live for. The craze of drama. LET THE INSANITY BEGIN! I began laughing, uncontrollably. Like a maniac, oh wait, I am. Everyone there looked at me, pure horror in their eyes. I stood up, finding a new power I've never felt before,
