so, I haven't been doing too great lately. yay. im losing motivation for pretty much everything, and that includes art. i know i still owe some people payments and theres a few things I wanted to finish since they were nearly done anyway... and i'll still try to work on them, hence the "semi", but my progress will likely be drastically slowed. i'm really sorry. i probably owe a better explanation to you all... but most of it is personal, so in short, i've been struggling with a severe specific phobia for a long time. lately, it's taken a turn for the worse, and when i went to people i thought i could trust, i was met with skepticism. over the past month or two, its really gotten to me and has got me down. it's really taking a toll on me, and i just don't think I can do as much right now. i don't exactly know when, or even if, i'll be back... you can expect a bit of art to appear in a while, but likely nothing else. again, i'm really sorry, and wish this didn't have to come out like this. … …but honestly, do half of you even care..? or maybe you don’t even believe me too. T^T probably should just unshare this… i clearly don’t truly matter to anyone here either anyways… … …I feel so worthless and I’m letting everyone down.
