i was never prepared
i cant host a roleplay because of the fear that i cant do it correctly, and just the result of the ssu and my old roleplays, Forgotten, Abandoned and ignored. or (in the case of the ssu) drama every day that i cant even supress because i get on after some people i dont want a repeat of the 16th. go away if your gonna cause an issue. im not depressed, im just paranoid that the situation will repeat itself, in which case i would become depressed.
