okayokay bear w/ me yall i can't tell stories for the life of me also i'm caffeinated anddd one more thing i apologize, i feel bad my last two projs have been like this but idk, mid? BUT ANYWAY I'm gnna attempt to organize this-ish? stalling agn mbb Rant 1. girl crush drama so it all started w/ the drama since sixth grade (see my abc exposing me proj, drama was dumped) andd so i stopped liking that dude, let's call him glasses. so instead, after i realized i liked girls toowow so surprised (iykyk) but uhm yeah i liked my friend n after months found out she liked me back. SO we were lwk in a situationship for like. a week. then uh it was js awkward nd summer started n she was js being idk clingy and like red flaggy if that makes sense? (send help) anddd so i like basically said okay, so i don't think i rlly like uu anymore n i can't date anyways + i haven't come out, blah blah blah. then, as a normal person, she kind of was still stuck on me. but it, now, has been roughly idk 3-4 months since then? nd she's like tried to a) force me to like her, b) convince me that i shouldn't like boys, and c) made LOTS of comments that have made me uncomfortable. and she was upset during all this cz i liked glasses agn. but yeah, enough abt her...I LIKE HER LITERAL BOY BESTIE. That's why, if you read my random as wiwo notes, i keep saying i'm cooked. ION WANNA BE A HOMIE HOPPER (wheeeeeeze) but he's honestly js AHHHHH (note how i said i was caffienated? yeah, lets uh...js pretend i'm nonchalant rn) so that brings us to rant #2 Rant 2. current crush so his code name is lowkey, nd basically i was treading lightly bc i felt like i mightve had a cr and talking w/ my friend (hmm...Liv) so me n liv both agreed like "yh, he's LOWKEY a good guy" in our school full of ipad kids as our options.. (send help 2) so uhm lowkey is the first non-white boy i've liked i think that's kinda crazy woah anywayssss he also is like a nerd and he likes anime AND DEATH NOTE, HE HEARS ME OUT ON LIGHT AND L (none of my friends do smh) also unrelated he's 5'6. (I'm 5'1 nd a 1/2, so uh...tall boys yay? idk my school is also full of shorties) andddd he dated someone who (imo?) was wayyy below his league (he could do better tbh, not even me bro) but he's bi too nd has strict parents too nd i think doesn't like any1 BUT i'm a delusional ND kinda cute? (cuterthanhis extbh) HELP that was uhm very rude of me i'm sorry to his ex gf </3 but yeah help how do i get him to like me helppp if you can i can't tell if he thinks i'm normal, cool, or weird TT I'm overthinking this probs idkkk (edit: i might also refer to him as Vinyl or lwk) ALSO MINI RANT (3.) i took my psat td and i think i did terribly on the math section but the reading was super easy (guess whatttt...vinyl/lwk was the only boy who agreed the math was hard AHHH) but i sat right in front of the door and i was already distracted by the dude near me's aggressive pencil and leg tapping combo BUT WHEN I HAD 3 MINUTES LEFT I had to get the door and immediately sit back down to try n finish one of the hardest problems i've done in a while and for some reason i had to get the door, even though i'm taking a really important test, not the teacher who could very easilly get it?... uhmmmm I kind of want to yell at my school BUTT that's my yapping session for td sorry if you read all that pfft and if you get here good job and follow if you wanna but yh, i gotta goooo byeee xoxoooooo, archer out <333
