I feel red and black and purple, with the darkest blues Sharp, jagged edges But a background blurred Small strokes of light blue and lavender And a stripe of peach It means I'm afraid Anxious And why? Because I don't want to go on a plane I don't want to leave Even though I know it'll be fun to go where I'm going but the airport and the plane-- they're scary I can get through it just keep thinking of the light blue and lavender but I'm leaving my kitty and that's really hard I'm sorry I'm sorry im sorry I know you hate me I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry