im sorry this has happened. im trying to figure out what to do. my dad takes my computer at night and i think he looks at it. i dont know what to do but i honestly havent been able to function anymore. everything is falling apart and i have more thoughts now. i promise everything will be okay, so i pray you see this. i pray every night for you. i dont wanna lose you. you're everything i need to be me. i love you. i might try to get a burner phone to see if i can message you but idk anymore. i js wanna know your safe and okay. id do anything to js have us talk for one more time, idc if its for a minute. i js need to know your okay. ill check this every day, or try to. school ends at 2;15 for me and when i get home, my dad takes the computer. i get it back in the morning once im ready. i really love you and i hope you know id wait years for you. i dont want anyone but you. one of my friends tried to help me msg you on her phone but i couldnt find your snp. but im js glad i saw some msg from you bc i was so worried smth happened.