Ok so when you left your last message on magma, I broke down badly. I genuinely started screaming. And I thought your dad was coming for me. I had your friend message you to try and see what was going on, told her what happened and has helped me a lot, along with my best friend from the middle east. I felt horribly sick. I left school earlier, cried more back home, and my parents just scolded me and called me dramatic. I started writing those same daily journal notes for you like when you left for the xdnary heroes concert. I never felt this alone ever. I'm sorry baby, I don't know how you don't hate me. Today was the okest day ever. I just really miss you You don't understand how much I love you gubba <333
I don't care who you are. I don't care if you've changed. I don't care if you're someone else. I don't care if you've sinned. Come back to me because I'm desperate.