It's exhausting to hide from my family. My friends know... well some of them. I'm a good actor and easily hide it. But when I'm alone, I break down crying.
It's not easy I have depression and autism I can barely make friends irl and I have family problems that never seem to go away I was also told lots of bad things in the past and I have even had bullies for the first time. Not to mention all my online friends on Roblox wish they were dead and it just breaks me even further. Irl I stand somewhere lonely and I feel like no one knows i'm there I feel invisible all the time while others are hanging out with friends that they made so easily. I am always lonely that's why I talk non-stop on scratch because I have no social skills and I suck at communicating.
