I love him so much, but I'm scared. what if this doesn't end up working? he's already mad at me, AND he wasn't even here today. what if he's avoiding me? I don't know what to do, I love him more than anything. I cant lose him. he's my whole world, my only one. He's so pretty, his face is like porcelain. He's so perfect, I don't want anyone who isn't him .. I don't know why I feel this way, its probably just a big misunderstanding. he's probably not even mad at me, and I'm just overthinking as usual. I'm sorry, am I overreacting? he's just the only one who has ever made an effort to talk to me. I cant live without him.
