The other night i made a sleep playlist. it had some lorefi tracks, and milkinthemicrovawe's cover of hidden in the sand, but it also had some songs from my dreamcore playlist. fallen down, i was only temporary, comfort chain, and mice on venus. they all played in a row. And i washit with this wave of nostalgia, which i know is the point, but this was more than some music has ever been able to make me feel. I started thinking about all thats happened in my life thats never going to happen again. And than for whatever reason, i started thinking about what might happen if i where to c0mmm!t. What would i be putting my friends and family through. What if someone had to come on here and say that i had died. Or worse, what if no one cared. What if no one cared about me anymore than they did when i was alive.
Anyways, i might have convinced myself shifting could be real.
