I actually have no idea how acting would happen, though. There's no way I'm doing Hollywood, I won't do the uncomfortable things in acting, and there's no acting studios/productions/etc around my area. I feel like I could get the emotions out (maybe) and I def can memorize lines, but I don't have much actual acting experience. The best I have is two church plays, two auditions, voice acting twice for The Chill Hunters (check them out on YT) and being an extra once. But those were years ago. Idk what acting will be like now. It's still a dream, but a pretty far-fetched one. Don't ask me if I want to do voice acting on Scratch. If I know you irl, then sure, I'd probably accept, but otherwise, no thanks. Anyways, continuing my random tidbits of writing. Again, these are just random writings not from any stories, and some of them might have kind of dark themes, but no actual violence or anything. If anyone thinks these tidbits of writing is to scary, dark, inappropriate, or whatever, just let me know which number, and I'll delete that part. If anyone thinks all the writings are bad, just let me know; I'll delete the whole project and get y'all's a different writing of mine. Enjoy! Part 2: 1: I've lost my appetite, my strength is gone My heart is heavy, my mind is lost in confusion I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders I feel like I'm bound in chains with no way to break out, like I'm behind bars with no way to freedom I feel like I'm in an enclosed box, like I'm in a deep dark pit, and I have no idea where I am or where I'm going I have these fantasies in my head, but I know they'll never come true I want to be a good person, but I feel like all I do is bad On the outside I pretend everything is fine, but on the inside I am screaming in pain I terrify myself, but I don't want that to be the case How on earth did I get this way? 2: "Hey, why are you wearing such dull colors?" "What do you mean?" "We're all supposed to be wearing bright colors. We're in a comedy show." "Well, why can't I wear these clothes? It's just a show." "A COMEDY show. People think of comedy as fun. They think of bright colors as fun. You, you look so... Oh, what's the word?" "Sophisticated?" "Ah, yes. That's the word... BORING!" 3: Daydreams are stories yet to be written on paper Dreams are fantasies finally coming to light Nightmares are fears you never realized we're in your head Wishes are hopes to escape reality Wants are needs you hardly ever use Secrets are truths you don't want to confess 4: Each story is the possibility of another universe 5: Comics, comic books, and graphic novels are just stop motion movies on paper 6: Emotions hit me like a freight train. The wreck is difficult to clean up. Sometimes it may take days. Weeks, even. And once you think all the debris has been cleared, there's still one tiny piece hidden somewhere and you missed it. That tiny little piece has the power to cause another massive wreck. 7: Mistakes happen when your brain decides to die on you That's all! Again, I hope you enjoyed and I hope I didn't scare you. Also again, I just copy/pasted from my notes app onto Scratch. Fun fact: "Secrets" at the end of used to be "Lies" for a while because I couldn't think of anything better. And then recently, I don't know how, but "Secrets" finally came to mind, and I liked that better, so I changed it.
