Leaving <3

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Yeah, I decided to leave :P Here's a rant on my current life situation lol: 1) So, for those who don't know, I'm currently in junior year of high school, and OHH MY LAWD IT HAS BEEN A RIDE QWQ This year succkkkss bro ToT Well, the school part does. But thats on me for deciding to do chemistry again >v>' But yeah, thats been taking a toll on me, cause my grades are in the 80's, which, hey, arent bad, but my parents will see that its lower than last year and take my phone away and stuff and not that im addicted or anything *cough* but i dont really want that lol. Before, I could handle school, extracurricular, and scratch while keeping my grades and mental health up. That changed this year ;w; and partly due to my phone, i think. or, i dunno, its prolly just me in general procrastinating like mad. 2) As someone who thought it would be impossible to leave scratch, i'd be shocking my younger self rn. I tried to leave before but came back on this account ToT And i dont wanna leave, yknow? I have friends on here i cant contact anywhere else (I'll check in every once in a while ofc <3). but yeah, i cant handle a map and a studio rn. So, speaking of, I'll need some managers for CAS. I'm sorry guys i thought i'd be able to do it ;w; So, if you're %100 sure you'd be able to handle managing, pls lmk :'D <33 Also, I haven;t been praying as much, which really sucks cause i wanna be a better Catholic :'D 3) On a good note tho, my social life has been improving lol. Before high school (this year, mainly), I never knew what it felt like to hang out with friends outside of school the way i do now. Like- hol up, you mean you wanna hang out with me? At... your house? And now i can drive myself? hell yeah. my social life has been weird for a while lol, but now I wanna improve it. These guys are used to getting hugs from each other, or late night calls, or just sleepovers whenever, so when I'm offered that, they have no clue how new it is for me or how much it means to me TvT <3 So thats fun.. I mean, nothings really happened yet, but last night at a birthday party i was sitting in my friends car (another small thing that means the world to me, i think this says a lot lol) when she was leaving soon, and we were talking about maybe hanging out and learning some kpop dances >:3 Also, I sound so stupid saying this, but i have guy friends for the first time, like, ever ToT (not counting online ofc). they willingly talk to me like what ;w; but yeah. I just wanna improve myself, my life, and make the most of what I can. I'm not gonna get anywhere with art lol. I'll still do it ofc :0 but like, i dunno TvT animating is fun, but ill save that for school breaks lol. Scratch just doesnt have the same charm as it did in 2021-2024, my peak years T^T. Thanks for all of the support, I love you all <3 Thanks to God for my wonderful life and the people who surround me <3