so um hey guys!! recently @cxllie made me aware some people were really worried about me, so i checked and um...i am so sorry i was NOT aware people thought i was like hurt or hacked or something. ;v; SO I figured I owe y'all ANOTHER explanation because I think this is third time now I've done this and said "oh but guys I'm going be so motivated! So creative and productive" Like ok be so for real girl... I know it's a basic excuse but. School. School is deteriorating the artist in me if that doesn't sound too emo ;; I can't remember the last time i was in the flow of creating. I miss it so bad, and have a feeling as SOON as i am done with high school, it will get so much easier again. Cause um...i DONT think it was a coincidence that my motivation decreased from the time i started high school a few years ago up to now. I wouldn't give up high school at all, to be clear, because I have gotten so many opportunities and made so many good friends, but mannn i can tell a difference from middle school ahaha. I have also simply grown older guys! Not a bad thing at all, but my priorities now are far different from when i was 10, 12, 14, etc... I have a part-time job + in high school. DEADLY combo. So, I suppose I could say I'm outgrowing Scratch to an extent. I'd like to continue posting my art and stories here and eventually move somewhere else. But I still love interacting with you guys and seeing everyone's creativity!!! It's so cool!!!! So yeah I'll still be popping in and out for a while lol. Also. CCF is not cancelled, ended, etc. unless I make an official announcement. I AM seriously considering restarting/rebooting the serious with improved art and thought out, fleshed out plot. I am not going to lie to y'all, I made up the first 15 chapters on the fly ?? I was WINGING IT man. But nonetheless -- I am alive and doing good guys. I'm okay. Some time, sooner or later, I'll create again. I'll write, draw, SOMETHING. I miss creating chapters and I miss my CCF characters, and of course I've missed Y'ALL. I see the comments on my profile, I promise you guys. It is so heart-warming seeing that some people actually have me as an inspiration! That means SO MUCH guys. ;w; God bless y'all, and thank you all so much for sticking by the past sevenish years. <333
