vent: i know it really hasn't been long since my dad blocked dc but i really miss you guys and didn't get enough sleep last night because of it, you guys are the most important people in my life and i can't live without you all. i've been crying a lot today and my mom comes back today and my dad already told her and i don't know what she'll do to me, i'm thinking of calling my cousin now or just running away because i can't stay there any longer. im sick of the stuff i have to go through while living with my parents, i tried venting to my dad (because he was being a bit nicer lately until now) and my older sister and they both took as COMPLAINING. i feel like i can't trust anyone irl anymore, sure i have friends at boys and girls club but im pretty much made fun of or ignored there, i wanna go back to my old after school program and see my old friends again i miss them so much but my parents won't let me go back there. life sucks right now and i hope it doesn't get any worse. these past weeks have been terrible.
anyways, how are you guys, i hope you're all feeling good. i love you guys. <33
