omar update.

Instructions

hello everyone. recently, everything has been coming to an end, especially my love life. (please don't click off) let me explain. in 6th grade, I met this girl named Alessandra. She was Egyptian (practically Arab) and a Coptic-Christian, and there was something about her I liked. I had an interest in this girl. Me being Omar with first of all, NO PHONE and absolute dog water rizz didn't know what I was doing. I "talked" to her, we talked and stuff. Fast forward to like February of 2025. The spelling bee. Me and her and my other friend were in it. We all fumbled but it was okay. This is where I had a crush on her. Fast forward to May of 2025, where I have now been told by my friend she liked a kid named Collin. Blonde, white, likes sports- ya get it. And I was pretty upset. Just sad, and alone. You think this is where the climax is and it's all gone for me. NOPE! Something, just something came my way. I was told by one of her friends that, she LIKED me. At first I glanced at her but she wasn't lying because on that day, June 2, at exactly 1:15 PM EST, I asked her "Will you be my girlfriend?" (mind you, last 2 weeks of school and I still don't got a phone.) and her response.. . . "Yes." And wow, I was in a mood but then I was just picked up by my friends and screaming my name. "Omar! Omar!" and that's until my ELA teacher came in and every kid was acting weird. "Hey, 'Omar's Girlfriend', can I get a pencil?" and me and her were just mad but it was fine. It's the end of the school day. My friend was friends with her on Roblox so he told me her username. (thank god he did.) Friended her. And we were just playing GaG the whole time. (hence why I love that game.) We just asking eachothers interests and all of that and it was like that most of the time. We didn't talk that much in person but more online. Now, this is the last day of school. Half day. I'm just enjoying it. But what I didn't know is that Alessandra was writing a note telling me 'this doesn't seem to work for us.' (PLEASE FOR GODS SAKE REMEMBER THIS PLEASE YOU WILL BE THANKFUL) but me being me on the last day of school, ran out of the building. My friend was supposed to give me that note. On the bus, just chillin with my friend. But, this girl came up and said "Did [friend with note] give you the note?" I said, what note? And she gave me a concerned look. And my friend made a joke that would change everything forever. "Heh, imagine in that note, Alessandra was gonna break up with you!" And I thought it was funny. But that was fatal. I come home and join her on Roblox. I say "Hey, what's good?" trying to play it cool. She says "Hey." Then, she sends a message that would actually change me forever. "Umm, I need to tell you something." and I drop. Knowing that when a girl starts with "um" and has 3 'm's, you know something is bad. I already knew what it was. And it was what my friend on the bus said. She says. "I don't think this is gonna work out." And i'm over here "NOOOOOO!" I KNEW IT. I just kept agreeing with her saying same and stuff. I ask her. "Did we just break up?" And she says "Yep. sry." In the end, I asked "can we still be friends?" and she was fine with it. So I was somewhat fine. - END OF RELATIONSHIP & 6TH GRADE - We now in the summer gang! I talked to her, just yapping about random stuff and we were just living summer like kids. Can't remember anything from the summer so.. - START OF 7TH GRADE - WOOHOO! I saw all my friends again and I saw the people in my classes. Sadly, was on the same team with Alessandra but no classes with her. FAST FORWARD TO HOMECOMING Okay, this is when things get boiled. Turns out, she plays basketball! A sport that i'm not dog water at! Woohoo! She saw me, she was waving to me, I waved to her. The pep rally is the same as always; games, screaming, bleeding eardrums, and cheerleaders. Now. . . this is when my ego turns down. a lot. My friend on the bus (same kid as before talking about her breaking up with me), we talk about homecoming and all of that. I tell him "Also, Alessandra waved at me, i'm not alone!" And this is when I lost a man of mine for good. . . . "Oh yeah! She said the reason she broke up with you is because you kept joining her and you were being.. . ANNOYING. And, I stop and think for a second. "This doesn't seem to work for us." And I thought he was joking, he wasn't. She texted him the TRUTH. And I was sad. But I didn't think much of it. Fast forward to mid September. Blake (my homie). I have Multimedia with him and I was just talking about Alessandra like usual. But this is when he hits me with this. "Yeah, she said you were annoying and that's why you guys broke up." He admitted it. It was the truth. And I was shocked. I was being lied to by someone who I cared about. . Few days after. Collin (who he befriended me) got a bracelet on his arm. LOVE BRACELET. v - continue - v