Life has not been easy for me, since I am still young and I'm not sure if I could make it this far, which I did. I was really happy and excited when I came to this stage of life. But once when I saw what was really in it, I felt different. I kept asking myself, "Will I ever be the one I wanted to be in the future?", "Will I ever live happily?", "Will there ever be a change in me?", and much more. I don't feel it, I can't do it. Why is it that every time I step in my school, I am immediately bombarded with stress or what. The truth is, I love school, so I pretty much thought it was normal. And it pretty much was. School is fun for me. And by the way, please don't judge me for saying that. I know many kids hate school but I'm not one of them. To tell you the truth, I only hate school because of the people around me. There are some mean people but I don't care. I just focus on my academics more than attention. Which is actually really hard. I don't like this anymore, not gonna lie. I don't really feel "confident". Maybe? So I will just change. Change from the bottom to the top. I'm just doing this so I won't recall my days where I hated myself (which I still might have done until now). But I hope I can become a better person. I hope I can make a better version of myself.
Please don't hate comment on me for this... PS: I still love you my followers :) And updates will follow as well
