This is mostly a vent animation. But... I need to apologize. To everyone in the Parasprunki server for what I said. I was not in the right mind. Well, I never was during the drama. I was so tired of everything. I was tired of the arguing between Picken and Exi. And It all hurt. So much. I wanted to support Exi to prevent them from ending their own life. But I didn't want to be seen as a traitor. Yet I tried. But... I nearly lost it when i heard that they were thinking about attempting again. Then, the doc released, and more ranting came from both sides. and i broke... I shattered under all the pressure and stress. and I stated that I didn't care anymore. And... stated that if exi wanted to attempt again, i wouldn't stop them. for i thought that it was useless, and the drama would most likely end with exi dying... I was stressed, I was scared. I should not have said anything. I have ruined my image to my closest friends. And I am fully sure that I will never be able to fix these relationships. I had a feeling this would all end the same with when I was in the RALR Community. With me being all alone. And i was right. I am sorry. You have every right to hate me. you may insult me in any way possible maybe even make art of me dead. i dont know. all i know is that i am the one in the wrong, and i have ruined my image. I still love you all, but it most likely is now one sided. and... I AM SORRY. - Blessy / J....
