So..uhh..Hi guys.. You've probably been wondering, "Why hasn't he been online as often" or "Why does he not put much effort anymore" or "What's with the inconsistent posts?" or things similar. Truth is, for the past three years, I've been going through a horrible time. And right now I think it might be at an all time worst. I have barely any motivation for anything at this point. In 5th grade, I used to be a star student, acing in everything. In middle school as well, but not as well as 5th grade. I was even put in advanced classes. I've flunked so hard that I'm no longer in most advanced classes. The worst grade I used to have was one or maybe two C's. And now I can barely get more than a D. I'm not going to say what I'm going through because I don't like sharing information like that. So PLEASE don't invite me to do anything (like MAPS or DTAs), I get overwhelmed so easily now. Please be patient with me. I have so many plans and so many things I want to do, but my motivation is either non-existent or very short lived. I'm honestly disappointed in myself, I had so much potential.
Edit 2026: wow...uhh. This was going to be the month I was going to cancel my life subscription... this was supposed to be one of my last projects.
