i've always thought that i wasn't meant to be loved. i'm used to see all my friends in love, on a talking stage or just flirting, but not me. and i was ok with that! i js thought "it's not my time yet, i'll wait until college" until i met him. he isn't like other boys from my age (nonchalant, dating a girl per week, ignoring me). hes sweet and kind. he says "hi" and "goodbye" with a smile on his face. he even bought me an ice cream the day we met. at first i thought "well, he's just being a nice and educated boy, as it should be". but then my friends started asking about "my date", and then i started dreaming of dating him, and everytime someone mentioned him i got nervous, and that's when i realized i was in love. and i loved that feeling. my fear is to lose this feeling. what if he goes with another girl? what if he doesn't feel the same? what if, the first and only person that makes me feel butterflies on my stomach doesn't feel the same way? but most importantly, what if i'm meant not to be loved? - m⭒ ⭒ song: sparks - coldplay (aka my song) #fall #love #watahai #coldplay #sparks #boyfriend #taylorswift #yap #girlblog
