Hi. Most of you know me, some a lot better than others. And I’m going to try coming back. One. Last Time. 1. How it started It all started when little 5th grade me stumbled across scratch warrior cat roleplays with the help of my cousin. After I got my first character, falconkit, on generations. I was hooked. Soon enough I was fully engaged, always online. I spent hours upon hours doing drawings of each character I had gotten, the deaths of each pained me like they were there with me. I poured my heart and soul into giving these little online cats a life. Then. I got ghost. 2. Ghost. Ghost was my most well known and thought out character. I spent so long trying to make His character perfect. (Keep in mind he was my 5th character at this point.) I got him from a fcfs litter and was so happy I had. As his life went on he became more and more known, he had a very well written story, and even had his own group.. Then Ghost died. 3. The downfall After Ghost died I was absolutely devastated. He was just going through his redemption arc. I really wanted him to just die of old age. Afterwords I took a break, I had needed that after all. Scratch was consuming my life, I was so tired and I spent so much of my time on this website that I was kind of loosing myself. I became more distant.. all I had wanted to do was be on scratch. Plus at the time my mental health was trash, and this did not help it at all. During that period of time I had tried to have a couple more characters, all of them died from inactivity as I never went onto scratch to roleplay or give them the life I gave others. So.. I left, I had a very silent leave. No one probably even noticed I was gone! It was nice… till I started loosing a lot of myself. 4. Redemption. Well on scratch, I gained back a part of myself I had lost a while back. I was happier, and more creative then ever. Recently, I noticed that. I want to be back and enjoy this all over again. So I’m going to try. It’ll be a slow start and I doubt I’ll be coming back to generations (reasons I will discuss in another project) but I want to be back. So I’m going to give it One. Last. Try!
