(Sorry don't mind this. Just felt like it, so I'm writing this.) Listen up. It's time to do everything you ever wanted to do. Even if you don't have all time to. Just the small things you can do. I just want you to sit and think. Even though you're alive and breathing right now, what if you don't wake up tomorrow? What if tomorrow doesn't reach you? What if tomorrow doesn't exist? Our time is precious. We don't live forever. So I just want you to think. What do you want to do? Do you want to sit here and judge yourself? Do you want to sit here and compare yourself to everyone else? Everyone who is "better than you"? Or do you want to focus on what you do have? Your eyes are beautiful. Your hair is beautiful. Your face is beautiful Your body is beautiful Your mind is beautiful. And your scars. Physical or mentally. Those are beautiful too. Everything about you is beautiful. It's time to stop thinking about how all these other girls are better than you. When truthfully, you are too. Even if you're weird. Its ok: Secretly, we all are weird. We all have something we find weirdly comforting. Weirdly pretty. Weirdly nostalgic. And we love it. So don't sit there, telling yourself you aren't good enough. You are. Don't sit there, telling yourself you'll "do it tomorrow" or you'll "do it later" What if there is no later? What if there is no tomorrow? What then? You didn't finish the novel you told yourself you would. You didn't call the friend you kept putting on silent. You didn't treat yourself to the dress, the jewelry, or the dessert you'd been craving because you didn't deserve it. Every day, you get up. And every day it's the same. Wake up, get dressed, eat your breakfast. stare at the mirror for an hour. It's time to go to work now. It's time to go to school now. I'm back from work. I'm back from school. Kick off your shoes, lie in your bed and just scroll. Scroll, scroll, scroll. Stare at the mirror Just. Stop. I know its hard. Its going to be ok. Just breathe. Go for an evening walk. Look at the pretty setting sun. Maybe you won't see that tomorrow. So stop taking today for granted. Stop putting aside all the things you need to get done. Call your friend. Treat yourself. You deserve it. Stop scrolling. Don't stare in the mirror for an hour thinking of all the things wrong with your body. Instead, tell yourself everything that is beautiful. Just sit and think to yourself. I'm beautiful. I'm deserve this. I'm worthy of love too. I'm not ok today, and that's fine. I can find a way to be better. If you spend your whole life doubting yourself, you'll find yourself thinking nothing was worth it. You won't have any happy memories. Just blank, empty ones. So get up. Start being better for yourself. Stop hating your beautiful self. Start smiling - genuinely. Stop crying alone in your room. Start loving everything about the world. Stop comparing yourself to it. Start letting yourself be worthy. Stop thinking you are no-good. Start being you again! It'll be ok.
