Dumbstar | I am trans masc and use he/him I recently got kittens(irl) and I love to draw though cats are a struggle for me(they so lanky-)| 9 | Liondare of Shadowclan, dead. Pearlblaze of Skyclan, alive. Taloncharm, also dead. | Oath!!! | I love the designs and have been watching out for any kits I wanna snag! | I have a few years of experience including two dec34sed TFC chars, one being shadowclan. I also have roleplay experience outside of scratch. | Demigirl, she/they/it, sapphic | (+) Empathetic, smart, helpful, optimistic (=) reserved, honest, quiet, picky (-) cold, impatient, cynical, clingy - deeper explanation- Oath is calm, calculated, never acts without thinking things through, though once her ideas are out in the air she can’t wait for them to be done. If she sees a problem she must fix it. She rarely asks for help unless she is certain she can’t do it herself. She won’t refuse help just that she won’t seek it. She doesn’t have many friends, she doesn’t see the reason, just like she doesn’t see the reason to lie. She’ll have a few friends but she might end up ignoring them sometimes since she’ll be too busy fixing a problem or trying to make something easier. She does care about others but has a hard time showing it, often coming off as rude. She’ll show her love and care through trying to fix things, or getting them involved in her ideas, though she’ll still seem cold. She is always interested in plants, manly mushrooms, their so weird! And tasty, sometimes- she will also often go to test out information herself that she has received if she doesn’t believe it. She is unsure about starclan, but she has some interest or belief in it, being that so many cats report interacting with starclan. She will also get confused when she is pushed to the side or put second importance, due to her mother's favoritism. She will often go to her mother when she had been wronged, since she knowns her mother will react. She will be unaware of the higher expectations put on her older siblings and may be hurt or confused by any jealousy they might have. | in comments | anything what’s in space | My two chars died from inactivity and I have recently returned to TFC a month ago, if this decreased my chance to win Oath or Mera I understand just thought you should know.
In this scenario someone Oath cares about would have died, purely so I’m not just doing something boring and everyday SRP- She stared up at the night sky, only a few stars peaking through the clouds. The clan had seemed different since the unexpected death of that young apprentice. Everyone kept telling Oath to rest, take time, heal, don't stress. She despised it. The way they smiled, so sweetly as they so graciously told Oath to rest. In the same den where her friend had lived. It boiled their blood. How could she rest until the whole in her being was sealed? When they were.. gone? When she was not allowed to repair it? She had finally gotten a moment to escape, to be out here with the nightsky. Where starclan supposedly was. She had one question for them. Why? Why did someone so young, so close to Oath, have to die? Why cause so much pain? The stars gave no answer. Oathpaw wanted to cry out, to scream and demand an answer, but she had no energy. No will left. She hadn't cried, hadn't mourned. No matter how much she wanted to. Everything in her had drained. She could only stare up at the sky and beg for answer, a sign of some kind, at least tell her how to fix it! The stars just twinkled. Death was such a horrible thing, inevitable. It probably wouldn't have mattered if Oath had been there. Even then. death would come for them all one day. But.. why did it have to be so painful? So unexpected? Why take them? Why not an elder who was ready? Why not someone esle? As selfish as it was Oath wished it had been someone she hadn't known, so someone else, maybe older, wiser, could be burdened with this pain and not her! The worse things was, she didn't know how to fix it. But there had to be a way to fix it! there was a way to fix everything! Please! Please! let there be a way to fix this burning pain she felt! She begged and pleaded with the stars but they were silent. There truly as no way to fix it? This pain.. had no solution. She screamed. At last. A blood curdling scream, out into the night, as tears blurred her vision. She left herself cry to sleep out there, still so many questions, with no singular answer, stuck inside her.
