What's the real point to it all? We live, we impact, we don't live any longer. But what do we impact? What do we really change?? It's all a lie, innit? All a mere hallucination to get us to do something rather than accept the harsh reality of the world. When the sun blows up and everything is erased, what really do we have as proof of "impact"?! We all live no longer in the end, why drag out the process?! WHY CAUSE MORE SUFFERING WHEN IT DOESN'T MATTER IN THE END?! After all this so called "advancement" we still have problems. After all this time we still need artificial relief to experience bliss. After all those drops of blood we still can't live happily. So why even try? We won't get anywhere with it. The skies are gray, the waters black, and the mind's clouded with worry. There will always be something that needs fixing. What good is the concept of a utopia if it will never be achieved? WHY TELL ME I SHOULD STICK AROUND AND WATCH MY SANITY CRUMBLE WHEN I CAN END MY SUFFERING RIGHT HERE AND NOW?! No point at all. It's all for the sake of feeble minds inside useless meat sacks walking around a rock of dead grass we call "life". So next time...maybe don't try to stop me. In the end, there's no point. I'd live no longer anyway.
