Dumbstar | I am trans masc and use he/him I recently got kittens(irl) and I love to draw though cats are a struggle for me(they so lanky-)| 9 | Liondare of Shadowclan, dead. Pearlblaze of Skyclan, alive. Taloncharm, also dead. | Meraki!! (and oath, another application) | I love the designs and have been watching out for any kits I wanna snag! | I have a few years of experience including two dec34sed TFC chars, one being shadowclan. I also have roleplay experience outside of scratch. | Genderflux They/She(depending at time) Demisexual and Pan | (+) Loyal, determined, polite (=) Ambitious, Perfectionist, Obedient (-) Overthinker, petty(not easy to forgive even if small), indecisive -deeper explanation- Mera quickly made it her goal to become the example her mother wanted and maybe took it too far. She see that she has to do more than her siblings and she takes it hard. She does everything to be a good example, to be someone others would be proud of, she makes it her mission to become leader. And at the core it seems like a good idea, until it consumes her, she thinks about every situation to prepare for, so much so that she forgets to live her life, to just sit back enjoy it. She forgets to train for certain things and begins to fall behind(Just spitballing future ideas at this point ig) she wants to be a leader, but she can't choose until she has exhausted everything that could go wrong or right.(Back on track to other things) Mera isn't upset or mad at Oath for receiving more attention. She can't blame her sister for their mother's accidental favoritism. She becomes like a guide to her younger siblings, a protector for when their mother isn't there. One day they will be warriors and their mother will be an elder, and if mother can't protect them, someone has too. :) https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1232458262/#comments-502367859 https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1233955118/#comments-503419163 and soon in comments possibly | anything what’s in space | My two chars died from inactivity and I have recently returned to TFC a month ago, if this decreased my chance to win Oath or Mera I understand just thought you should know.
This scenario will be Mera struggling with the pressure to be perfect(A lot of the pressure put there herself) SRP She was so tired.. but she had to keep training. She slashed once more at the tree. She needed to be strong for them, emotionally and physically. She had to protect her siblings! From this suffocating pressure. Slash. From the dangers lurking the dayclans(other clans). From outside the clan. From inside the clan, the whispers of cats who didn't like who. That would spread rumors. Nice to your face but a badger behind your back. another slash, weaker this time. She was so tired. She just wanted a break. She had to keep going! To be strong! So she could forever keep her siblings unharmed! She couldn't practice anymore, her body was stiff and refused, she huffed and let herself go to the ground. Why... why did she feel so... burdened with this necessity to keep those she loved safe? Why her? Why was it like she was carrying a badger on her back everyday? She huffed and turned to the sky. The sun was rising, the stars disappearing. She winced and squinted from the brightness of the rising sun. Why.. why couldn't she do this? Everything she did to help her loved-ones felt like it was the wrong decision. Could she do nothing right? Why? The stars were gone, starclan probably couldn't reach down and guide her in the day. She had no answer. She didn't know. She couldn't keep this up forever, but what was she meant to do? Just stop protecting her siblings? Maybe.. it was time to ask for help.. work as a team.. for once.. (ONLY CONCEPT- SOME SRP LIKE THIS MAY NEVER HAPPEN IF I WIN THIS KIT)
