You’re probably here because theres only a dot for the name, just go away if you’re gonna be like “Stop trying to get attention”, just leave. I just want people to know I’m not really okay, and I have to express my feelings. I’m ??yrs old, and I feel like I have depression. I’m so tired of my life. I sleep, but I don’t get enough sleep. I don’t wanna go to school. I don’t wanna do anything. I know I shouldn’t let it out here, and talk to my parents. The thing is, I don’t tell a single thing to my parents about how I really feel. Life is so overwhelming, and I’m scared what’s gonna happen when I get older. I just feel like I have to get a good score to succeed—even though you don’t really need to. I never thought of self h^^m. Like never. But right now, I think about it—almost every single day. When I get something wrong—I feel like the whole world is looking at me, and I feel scared. Whenever I “Try” to talk with my friends, the only thing they say is “Oh, I didn’t know that. You acted “Totally” normal.” Or “Oh, I’m so sorry for you.” I don’t know what the purpose of my living is. I don’t know if that even counts as being “Depressed”.. Life just feels empty.
What do “I” want?
