**"Being the youngest child must be so easy."** Just because I'm the youngest doesn't mean I have it better. I hate being left out on stuff. I hate not being heard when everyone else was. I hate it when my mom/dad shout at my siblings. I hate that I'm younger so I don't know any better. I hate that I'm not allowed to talk back to my elders. I hate being in the shadow of my older sibling(s). I hate crying when being shouted at. I hate being a crybaby. I hate being compared to my older siblings. I hate trying to lift the mood but just making it worse. I hate being the black sheep. I hate being called lazy. I hate the fact I crave validation. I hate not being able to talk back. I hate people thinking I can't do it. I hate being treated like a baby. I hate being underestimated. I hate being treated like I was just there. I hate being the burden to everyone. I hate that my siblings had it harder. I hate being the pick between mom and dad. I hate not having a personality. I hate not being able to do things my older siblings experienced/went through. I hate not being in photo albums. I hate being compared to my older siblings. I hate being the youngest. I hate not being emotionally stable. I hate not being able to contribute to anything. The "please be proud of me I'm begging you" feeling. I hate that I'm expected to be better than my siblings. I hate people thinking I must have it easier. I hate it.
