So its been more than 2 years eh? I've tried to leave scratch... many times. And well, you can see how that went. I've kinda been procrastinating this project for the last month or so. I finally made it because MHA isn't loAding grr. (I've been binging it a lot lol) so,, I have nothing to do. I haven't been on my chromebook either since the blocker thing has gotten really unbearable. I search up an innocent question like: how to get a bold font on adobe illustrator? And then it BLOCKS the SEARCH RESULT, because the first thing that pops up is a reddit post. *facepalm* I have a much more limited access to scratch now, and I just don't want to spend my phone time on it. The real reason why I waited so long to post this project though, was that I wanted to end with something nice. Like a clean high effort animation, or even just a full illustration- I kept just kept putting it off and off until I finally realized that. That was pretty ridiculous. I haven't been happy with my art recently at ALL. It looks so bad. I'm improving really fast, but my standard has gone up and I'm becoming more and more aware at what I'm bad at. And it's so frustrating. I can't make something that I'm proud of, and yet it's 10x better than it was as JUST month ago. I can never make anything nice if I'm not capable of being proud of it. And really. I don't care about scratch anymore. Why should I put so much effort into it? Now that I've actually made something I'm proud of i don't have anymore excuses to not post this I made this picture yesterday, and I'm really proud of it. And I'm really... happy because, I love drawing. Even if what I make is bad and frustrates me I still do it. And it's just so nice being able to do a drawing that I enjoyed again. So, you guys get to see it too. :) (See inside for the original image made 11 months ago!) I've changed so much. I don't draw cats or dragons anymore- and I haven't been proactive one watching object shows either. and probably to the horror of my younger self, I only draw people! I'm part of completely different groups of fandoms. My art has improved so much. And as a person in real life. I'm not going to talk about thAt obviously but, I feel slightly better than where I was in 2024. Scratch has held a special part of me since 2023, but, its time to let it go. Shout out to the SOSC and CRK hangout and Grifftopia, and @AMPHlPTERE I got so much motivation from y'all. This isn't really changing anything- I'll just be doing the same thing I've been doing for the past 2 months.... *haunts your projects* I just wanted to say bye
Music - Alex G
