i can't do this anymore. i feel like anxiety had taken over. I'm too scared to make friends. and i have none, no matter how hard i try. i only have bullies. i want to quit... everything. Why do people have to be so toxic? I had a "BEST friend"--an enemy now, actually, and when i finally was able to defend myself, i ended up being hated. by everyone. Yes, I have some friends, but there always on HER side no matter what. They talk abt me behind my back, but i really don't care at this point. They call me names, don't care. Insults are just an everyday thing since i met her. There's no point in stopping it. No one knows, and if they did, they wouldn't even care. At this point my only REAL friend is me. And i don't even like myself that much. Yes, she's out of my life. But is she tho?
i'm srry i posted this, i don't like talking abt this stuff. i have to spread good vibes ig... ------------／＞ フ -------------| _ _| ----------／` ミ＿xノ --------/ | -------/ ヽ ﾉ ------│ | | | ／￣| | | | | (￣ヽ＿_ヽ_)__) ＼二)
