Hello yall, I'm gonna attempt and explain why I've been acting a bit off lately. So just bear with me while I attempt to write this TwT 1. So, over the past few months, I've been stuck in the middle of an identity crisis type thing. I first noticed this due to people telling me: "charlie, you've been acting weird recently." This honestly confused me, because as far as I could tell, I was being normal. But as I looked Into my behaviors, I realized I WAS being a bit weird, I seemed to be adapting my personality constantly. now, I've always been a pretty weird and anxious person, but even for me, these all stood out to me as unusual, at least for me. So now I've been starting to spiral into this whole: 'What is my true personality?', 'Who am I really?' type thing. Which Is now turning into me attempting to find out who I really am. 2. I've been going through a lot of traumatic experiences lately. The loss of friends, a big fire at my school, my parents fighting a bunch...its been affecting my mental state in a lot of ways. I am having trouble understanding why any of these things are happening, which may contribute to recent behavior. 3. I don't really know who my friends are right now. Some of you may have noticed I've been clinging to you, or others a lot. This is because Im trying to keep as many friends as I can. I have horrible social anxiety, so I have trouble properly making friends. Which then makes me overly friendly or attention seeking w others, all so I can have friends for as long as possible. So, I have no clue if any of this makes any sense..but It may explain at least some stuff? anyway, if you've been concerned, don't worry! I'm alright. Just be patient with me, and I'll be better eventually!
