Uh so like I'm not officially diagnosed yet ive been on the diagnosis waiting list 4 autism 4 like 2 yrs even tho im clearly autistic T_T and ive been on the add waiting list 4 like a few months but yh
Explaining the 1s i put kinda 4 bc i can X3 : 1.The made that 1 box in the top row tan bc like im tired whenever I need 2 do stuff (like literally rn im meant 2 be having a shower but I mentally cant *sob*) but like i only have the energetic part occasionally 2. Made the box on the second row tan bc 3.i made the box on the third row tan bc i usedd 2 do that then I realised how annoyed ppl would get abt it so I stopped 3.Basically ive dated people before and stuff but sometimes idk i think 2 deep abt dating and stuff and it all suddenly seems overwhelming and confused (normally while im dating some1 </3) and like i dont find any "attractive" looks wise 4. The first tan box on the bottom row is bc idk i do it mentally I can js be walking or listening 2 music then ill start ranting 2 my heart's content in my head 4 like half an hour Edit: wait isn't like this list kinda a rant... :0 5. The second tan box on the bottom row is tan bc I dunno what counts as boring or not ;-; 6. The last tan box is tan bc I mean I asked 4 a 6 month subscroption 2 like a coding learning thing online which id say most ppl wouldnt ask 4-- If u made it 2 the bottom im genuinely surprised congrats ig loll ANYWAYS I SHOULD PROBS HAVE A SHOWER NOW I WAS MEANT 2 HAVE IT 40 MINS AGP AND MY FRIEND'S COMING OVER IN 20 MINS (im hoping she has 2 come at half 1 like she said she might)
